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2013 was a washout.
On many personal levels. Cringe worthy at that.
Creativity. My brain needs this nourishment, why did I let it go to sleep?
Reading. How I miss going to different worlds
Exercising. Empowerment, energy. The ability to do spring out of bed in the morning, the ease of sleeping at night. Wtf, Jamie? I'm a lifer at exercise, what got into me??!
Eating properly. The fuel I know my body needs/craves. Again, I'm a lifer at proper eating. Gave up last year I did, Yoda. Sigh.
Combine it all and at the centre of that mess is sadly
. . .ME.
How the hell did I paint myself into this corner?
I'm hoping 2014 will be about Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes
My steps might be baby ones but one foot in front of another lends to a forward motion. Which is the direction I want to go in.
I'll gather steam along the way and if you try to stop me, I'll simply walk through you.
Because I've got things to do and places to go.
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Last spring, I spent three days with my "has-always-been-fat" SIL. She was dieting and had already lost 35 pounds. She is aiming at 75. This Christmas she had dropped 62. Anyways...I watched her those 3 days and figured, if she can do it, I can too. I am not bragging (yes I am!) but I lost 22 pounds since last April. I feel fabulous, healthy, strong and svelt!!! Jamie, don't beat yourself up over your weight. Find a role model and make a firm decision. You can do it too. :).
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